Mixed

Hari ni hari ke-4..lebih kurangla kan...perasaan? bercampur baur...kdg2 rs cam kuat...kdg2 mngalir jugak air mata bile tringat. selalu cuba tanamkan dlm ati, ada hikmah yg tersembunyi diatas semua musibah ni...amin..

Cornual pregnancy? i xgoogle pun ttg hal ni...tp secara overview dr my doc, baby attach dlm rahim tp kedudukan tu xbtul..hujung rahim ...dkat dgn tube..klu dlm tube, awal2 lg doc dah leh detect. tp tu la kuasa Allah.. Allah berhak buat ape sahaja yg dikehendakiNya...

Actually ms operation tu, baby i pun dah besar dr 10 weeks.. i rs 11 weeks++ kot...ikut report besar baby i ms tu 3.5 cm.. Mase ptg tu, i tenye hubby..."baby abg letak mane? "abg bg lab je"...la, nape bg kat lab..i xnak baby i nnt jd bahan uji kaji..."abg amekla..kite tanam kat pahang...parents syg kan dtg ptg ni"..."Ok, nnt abg tanye nurse"..rupenye prosedur tu banyak gak....Hubby kena ikut doctor bwk baby tu ke bilik mayat utk pendaftaran...hubby ckp, doc tu letak baby tu dlm bakul n tutup bakul tu ngan kain.... smpi kat bilik mayat, hubby isi borang...sebab kematian:cornual pregnancy...then bile diorg bagi kat hubby, rupanye baby tu dikapankan mcm mayat lain..ade ikatan di hujung kiri dan kanan ngan kain kapan...pastu hubby cover ngan towel dan bg pd family i...

my dad bwk balik pahang. tanye pd imam harun, die ckp bawah baby 6 bulan tanam dekat blkg umah je...so, baby i ditanam blkg umah je... i pun xtau kat mane my dad tanam...

Sekarang sume dah berakhir... td short conversation with hubby..."abg, syg mcm xkuat la utk sume ni..kite amek baby angkat nak?..utk pengubat ati,..dah 2x kite kehilangan baby kite....nnt kite cube lg dptkan anak bile kite dah ready n syg dah pulih sepenuhnye"..."abg ok je...syg cari la...baby br lahir tu kan"...huhu..tp bukan senang kan nk amek anak angkat....ckp mmg sng, utk laksanakan nye tu?....doa i dan hubby, semoga hujung thun ni kami boleh berusaha utk dptkan baby lg...ade doc lain ckp, 6 month u dah leh cube...tp ape2pn i kena bncang ngan my doc...die takut rahim i xsembuh lg...sbb rahim i dah luke sbb case ni...Doakan agar rahim i sembuh dgn sempurna dan dpt mngandungkan anak kami lg..Kami hanye mampu berusaha dan berdoa, dan kami bertawakal kepadaNya...


Tamat...

Memory

18/4/2012
I went to HUKM.. utk scan..sonographer scan.. die cam confused sikit kdudukan sac.. so minx permission utk lalukan transvaginal scan. OK, Done. Everything normal. dan dah boleh dgr heart beat sbb kat situ ada alat yg extra.  So, i dibekalkan ngan ubat, so next appointment dlm ms 1 bulan lg. Tp i mcm xpuas ati scan tu, so i sms my doc n set up new appoinment date. coz i nk jugak jumpe doc i tu. Now I'm into 6weeks 5days pregnancy. =)

31/4.2012
So, today is a day. I ngan my hubby jumpe doc i tu. so, lame jugak tunggu..siap bfast sume..amek urine, check HB sume.. Around 12 doc pgil.. So , doc ask me a few questions...tp rsnye sume dah rekod dlm fail i tu. Then, tibe mase utk scan... Doc kate "tu nampk dah..dah leh tgok heart beat die dah..nmpk tgn die mnguncup lg..8weeks 6 days... I tnye "everthng ok doc? Yup, Ok. Dalam rahim..pembesaran pun ok. So, i'm so happy..
Next appoinment sebulan lg.. So mase ni dah relax tenang fikiran..

Mase ni i mmg evening sickness. TP fair la.. xla trok pun..But,

11/5/2012
Ms ni i dah 10 weeks++.. Ari ni i blik keje lmbat sikit dlm 7lebih.. So, ms driving nk cepat smpi sbb xsoalt maghrib lg..berdoa agar sempat smpi..so,smpi pukul 8.. Ckp kat hubby, "abg, tlg blikan mknn..syg lapar dah ni..pinggang pun sakit.." So hubby pun kuar... Ms nk solat perut dah rs sakit mcm masuk angin.. lepas tu trus tergolek atas katil..pray hard hubby cepat balik.. kuar bilik muntah2... igt angin la...tp sakit tu xilang...hubby balik umah" nape ni sayang?"....i dah nagis ckp sakit xtahan....minx hubby buat kan air susu... hubby suap sikit2...lepas tu i muntah balik susu tu.. smpi satu tahap, i dah rs nk pitam.. bdn i lemah giler.. i ckp,"abg , jom p klinik.. tp xnk klinik biasa"...Ok, get ready..i ckp"sayang xlarat,..tlg dukung syg...hurry abg...syg dah xtahan sgt ni"....hubby trus dukung letak kat blkg kete"....hubby decide utk trus p emergency HUKM... Dalam kete i dah separuh sedar...ayat i"abg, please cepat...syg xtahan"..then i senyap....i dgr hubby panggil2 i, tp i xlarat nk jawab.....30 minutes, kiorg smpi sbb jammed.. Smpi, trus nurse ckp "puan,bgn puan..duk atas wheelchair...i ckp"i xlrat...i xlarat"...i dah pitam lg....then sedar2 i dah terbaring...diorg dah sibuk pasang wayar sana sini...

Tiba-tiba Dr ****r ckp, its cornual pregnancy...perlu operate segera...i kuatkan semngat ckp "No, i dah scan last week dgn my doc, and he said OK. Bukan luar rahim....i xnk sign permission utk buat laparotomy ....Pastu i minx die call Dr i dulu.. Dr i plak xde kat hosp coz die otw p Kedah.. so conversation only through phone only...Finally, hubby tanye "is it cornual pregnancy" Doc tu ckp "100%" Oh My God.
So, hubby sign jugak... I ms tu pki baju kurung... sekelip mata baju i kena gunting sume n tukar baju OT... Dan sekelip mata i dah ade kat wad bedah...Everthing dah berakhir kat sini....=(

Hubby story...around 1 and 1/2 hour doc tu kuar, n say everthyng is ok. Kite kena save nyawa mummy dulu, dan i ngan hubby leh cube utk dptkan baby lg nnt...its more important..=(

Ms hubby lawat i lepas operate, i ternmpk doc ade bagi hubby baby tu...dalam bekas bertutup...hubby cite, semua dah ada..dah nmpk jari sume..tp baby terpaksa jugak dikeluarkan sbb tetap xboleh diselamatkan lg...
Keadaan i? i mmg on off...sbb kesan ubat tu...bile i bgn, i nangis...bile i nmpk hubby dtg i nangis..4 packet blood kena masuk dlm bdn i, sbb i byk ilang darah...bile i dah sedar skrg, br la i perasan punyela byk kesan jarum kat tangan ni sume..ntahla, rs sedih tu melebihi rs sakit...Nurse xbg hubby masuk, sbb die kate nnt  emosi i xstabil...so, bg i rest...*sekarang i tgh type pun i nangis*...nasib hubby xde kuar p cr ikan haruan...huhu..i mcm xleh trime kenyataan ms awal2 tu...sebb semuanye berlaku sekelip mata...i xprepared utk sume ni.... i tau hubby pun sedih..lg sedih bile tgk i...lg2 bile sume family i dtg lawat i ptg tu...lgla i nangis...i xtgk pun baby tu...nnt i citekan prosedur utk kuarkan baby tu utk di bawa blik umah....next entry la kan...sbb hubby kena p umah mayat sume isi borg kematian sume...can u imagine mc mn perasaan hubby i kot mase tu? 

Nnt i citekan camne cornual ni boleh berlaku...knape xdpt detect awal...ape kesan pd diri i? dan semuanye..

now,ape yg i harapkan doa ikhlas dr semua org supaya kami dpt teruskan perjalann ni...kuatkan hati, percaya dan redha dgn ketentuanNya... Hubby ckp kat i"semua ni kite xleh kawal...kite harung je sama-sama..kite amek positif..Kite redha dgn ketentuanNya..Dugaan kite mungkin mcm ni..Dugaan org lain mungkin xsame dgn kite"...Dan yg penting, we need a break.. then, trying to get a baby again. InsyaAllah selagi kite usaha,Allah pasti makbulkan doa hambanNya mungkin cepat atau lambat...Sedih bile hubby ckp"abg sedih tgok syg sedih...syg tepaksa tanggung sume kesakitan..sakit kena operate"..xpe abg, utk baby, syg xrs sakit sikit pun..

Groupon

Utk org yg suke shopping online..sale...ni pun leh di kategorikan jugakla kan...shopping dan murah...tp seperti biase, i rajin je beli..redeem tu punye pemalas...so, sekarang ade 2 voucher xredeem..satu karaoke..satu lg cake...bile ntah nk redeem...konon-konon nk redeem cake utk besday hubby, tp cam mls plak...ni lagi ura-ura nk bli voucher cake satu lg...nasib ikut kate akal, kalau ikut kate hati mmg dah selamat dah...hehe...

Air Asia promotion

So sesiapa yg berminat nk booked p cuti-cuti dr 1st October 2012- 31 January 2013 leh la p website Airasia...tgok kat FB ade yg dpt tiket flight (return) ngan hotel 3D2N ngan hrga 192 seorg...murah giler...i nk booked, tp travel date tu xkena mase la...ngan kelas lg ngah running mase tu...kan?

p/s ni klu bukak sekarang, sure masuk waiting room ni...hehe..so, bak kate kwn i, surf la time kul 6 ke time org sume ngah balik n sangkut dalam jammed =)


Hubby ajak p phuket? Nk tgok harga?Meh tgok kat bwh

Accident

Disebabkan semalam kete hubby accident. so , i nak bg sikit tips-tips ttg bnda ni la..so, next time if it happened (berdoa semoga tiada lagi perkara-perkara buruk berlaku lg) again, so kite dah ade guideline.. xde la stress - blur- nk wat pe kan.

Ni pun credit kepada google. xigt dr forum mn ntah...

A few things you need to know about making police reports and insurance claims:

1. It is NOT TRUE that both parties will receive a summon from the
police when you make a report. This is what the party in the wrong
will tell you to scare you off from making a police report. The police
will only summon the driver who is at fault. So, if you are not at
fault, you don’t have to worry about being summoned if you make a
report.

2. If you are not in the wrong, you can now bring the police report
and judgment to the other party’s insurance company. It is very
important that you ask the other party which insurance company is his
covered under. This will save you a lot of hassle.

3. You will only lose your NCB (no claim bonus) if the other party
claims your insurance. You will not lose your NCB if the other party
is in the wrong and you make a report and later claim his insurance.
The party in the wrong will usually try to scare you off from making a
report and claim insurance by telling you that both parties will lose
their NCB. This is not true.

4. If you are in the wrong and is responsible for fixing the other
party’s car, always insist on sending the damaged car to your
mechanic. This is to ensure that you are not fleeced by the other
party working in cahoots with his mechanic. If the other party refuse
to use your mechanic, then tell him that you will only compensate him
based on the amount assessed by your own mechanic. If you cannot reach
an agreement on this, insist on making a report.

5. Never ever let those vulture car towing agents that wait by the
road side tow away your car. You may have to pay an exorbitant amount
to get back your car later on. You may even lose some good spare parts
if you meet some unscrupulous people. Always call in your own tow
truck. Call your regular mechanic and ask him to recommend a car
towing company.

6. If the negotiation fails, always tell the other party that you
would rather make a police report. The last thing you want is to be
hoodwinked by some lowly street rats (jangan gadoh-gadoh ok)

Thanks darl

Thanks dear! anything yg u bg, i really appreciated n love it so much.

One second!

Lame xwat entry meluahkan isi hati-cliche giler bunyi.

Ye. ye. u r not in my shoes. so xdpt rase ape yg i rs. xdpt pk ape yg i pk. xtau mcm mn i go through semua bnda ni. . so,please jgn rs or pk ape yg i wat sia-sia. Please jgn pk, ala org lain lagi teruk dr u, so i ni kira better la.. No! i usaha sungguh-sungguh sbb i berusaha supaya ape yg berlaku buruk kat org lain tu, TAK berlaku kat i..its look like "org happy ke tgok i trime nasib yg buruk mcm org yg pernah mngalaminye?" ye i tau semua org ade bahagian masing-masing. Hubby pernah ckp "Jodoh, rezeki, ajal, semua tu Allah dah tentukan"..Tapi hubby advised kite xleh la xberusaha atau duk saje tgu rezeki datang golek-golek. USAHA+ DOA =TAWAKAL...ALLAH yg tentukan.

So, please please n please jgn pertikaikan ape yg i wat , sume sia-sia..jgn compared kan i..it's much much better if u cume bg i moral support,DOA & just support ape yg i wat. i xmintak duit ke ape ke.

Actuallly ini entry sesi meluahkan perasaan..Xlarat nk pendam kat dlm hati n xterasa hati nk story kt sesape...lastly, i cume usaha..so, please la jgn bg ape2 advise ckp "don't do this.. better u wait for a while " or ape2 je yg wat i rs stress..